foreverfrozenheart

small small world...

2009-07-07T02:40:00.004+08:00

well well since a long time tat i've moved my lazy ass to blog...

so many things had happened since i last blog...

got to noe a gal from sumwhere out of nowhere n found out wat a small small world this is...
so small it is n so far far away...lol

well well at least i've got sumthing for my ownself...a raoul watch n guess wat? a perfume from dunhill lol...

well now gonna try to get myself to slp which i hope i can do so ba... lol

God Bless......

start of a new stage...

2008-08-05T18:10:00.002+08:00

well havin been working a totally new job for these past 2 weeks...kinda wierd n pissed wif myself when started but slowly got used to it already...if all goes well,soon this will lead me to a totally new stage of life for me...hope all goes well...

我才不管你的表情
我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

latest update...

2008-07-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

This recently has been watching alot of movies online n sum of them r b grade horrors or war films which are not released in the local market...those r nice film n i think kinda hard to get them on dvd or other forms of original copies in singapore...how to support original if there is no original copies tat we can get in the local???

Well well have been lazy n nothing much to update but maybe today did sum stunts so decided to update abit...lol....... haiz... this is kinda of a small world n dunno whether wat i did was correct or not but as ppl alwayz said "u nv know if u nv try."

Now feeling puzzled n chain smoked juz now...let's hope things do not go to the extend of wat i think of the worst possiblities ba...

It's not whether you can do it or not...
It's just whether you wanna do it or not...

outing...

2008-06-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

310508 went outing wif xiong skinny sheng victoria...went makan at a korea place then after tat went to party world but the place was so screwed up cuz the damn system went down...zzz waste time need to walk to cineleisure de kbox...started singing abit then walk in n out to smoke n do other thingy...hehehee

down there stone till 1900 then went to food republic n makan there then crystal meet us there...after tat intend to catch a show but too bad the tickets for the time tat we desired went out and after tat me n sheng need to meet wenliang so in the end juz have a walk inside cathay n slack at the starbucks before the others leave for hm...

went down to chinatown to meet wenliang n drink at at a place called crazy hr...started to drink abit then feel stomach damn pain due to the combination of ice cafe mocha n martel...down there stone for ard 1 hr plus plus.started eating some nuts n start to drink abit of beer n i felt okay to carry on...play the dice game n keep drinking...wat a bad luck hahahaa....went hm after tat n woke up eyes damn pain...

catching up on age le...do anything body aso cannot tahan...haiz......

If you could have told me everything
You would have found what love is
If you could have told me what was on your mind I would have shown you the way
Someday I'm gonna be older than you
I've never thought beyond that time
I've never imagined the pictures of that life
For now I will try to live for you and for me I will try to live with love,
with dreams, and forever with tears

Stoning day...

2008-05-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

woke up n tried to change the strings for the E guitar which jelly pass me...it was boy hell of a pain in the ass to change it man...maybe cuz im a newbie n wanna do everything by myself...now i think i can use the red lines on my fingers to play the key instead of using the guitar to play le... still gt so many things haven do n haven update in blog....for example my new braun shaver,passin of my basic theory and many more... life sux like a vacuum cleaner but still i have to walk down it n finish it as there is so much things in life out there for me...update fully when i have time to upload my photos into my com ba...

Watching the stars till they're gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends.
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read last line

birthday celebration!!!

2008-05-20T15:50:00.002+08:00

Long time since i last blogged...well quit my job n slacking all the while till 180508 went to BEDS to celebrate my 24th bday. the best part was on tat day was BEDS last day b4 renovation so the place was in damn havoc...

Reach there wif sheng n started drinkin while waiting for the rest of them...starting feel the atmosphere weird but slowly got used to it...then the rest of them came and start drinking...one of the fun part was the ppl inside drawing on the wall paper n write many things.... looks cute n the waitress like ah siao like tat draw until so high lol...zhixiong draw a cake on the wallpaper n give it to me since my cake was kinda "destroyed" by foams n sprays as ppl running ard n sprayin the spray cans.but end of the day was fun though in the middle part felt funny when "she" arrive n cb wei down there utter nonsense which makes me feel awkward aso...well but still feel happy as wat things ppl done which made me happy lol...

now juz wanna wish tat my bday wish will come true...

我要求的不多...只希望我的生日愿望会早一点实现...

yet another day...

2008-03-25T10:55:00.003+08:00

Well... off for straight 2 days but dunno wat to do with it...spend my monday slping 2/3 of the day...maybe it's time for me to really find sumone who can accompany me n let me take my mind off things which i dun really wanna think abt...

life is really bored nowadays...with the same old routine n keeps on repeating itself...work n sanguo,work n sanguo n work n sanguo...well when the next pay day arrives, i muz keep sum $$$ so tat maybe i can go else where n chill n leave tat god forsaken place...places changes too fast n too fast tat i can noe...everyone come n go...old ppl disappear n new ppl take over...kinda miss the gd old days which no longer exist...

nothing much to tok abt work thingy...well this month really is a horrible month regardless for me or my collegue...off target n many issues...let's hope tat we can hit the god damn target n the new guy which gonna come can hit off with me...kinda bored there n my only hobby there is to smoke... so sad...

such a boring day,maybe i will spend my noon today goin back to army camp to visit ppl ba...it has been ard 5 months since i ORD... kinda miss army life as it is spent fruitfully n each day is a challenge n enjoyable day for me...well wish everyone gd luck in life n all the wishes will come true...

[Guy A: why does awefull things always happened to me?]
[Guy B: cuz God knows tat if it is u,u can overcome the trials tat he gives and treat it as a lesson for u to learn abt...]

Work

2008-03-13T14:28:00.002+08:00

Finally have a job after so long... now 1 month on the job but kinda sianz of the job cuz of the 2pid store manager...cb kia everytime scold me for nothing...really feel like smacking him but of the job lan lan tahan it...zzz

last time tot sell games will have more interest in games but it seems tat im wrong...now aso dun really playing console n pc games le......nothing to do now go arcade play the sanguo game lorz but damn x...so sad

now friends ard me are gettin more n more attach le...feel happy for them. wonder when my turn will come...haiz...maybe nv ba lol...

well this yr seems to be a bad yr now for me...juz hope tat i can get the money tat i need to get to pay for school then i will quit my job n go study le...

[love is juz like an illusion,when im awaken,tears starts to roll down like a stream]

Long time no blog!!!

2007-10-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I've last blogged...busy with my army life,my WOW n being lazy...lol
finally after so long i finally go to Karazhan le...although is a half run but we downed attumen,maiden,romeo n juliet n another boss i forget the name le(who cares since dun drop the item i need) .didn't get anything great except experience...

Now at hm waiting to ORD on this coming friday...feel puzzled actually...so fast sia 2yrs...but even till now still dun have the ORD mood...everything seems so normal n starting to get boring...lol
wat a funny person i am...gonna rush out... gonna blog again on the day i get my pink IC...takie care to those who've read my blog...lol

long update...

2007-06-17T15:16:00.000+08:00

well well...so lazy to update as dunno wat happened to moi com...now abit free time decided to update...

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a boring day...stayed at 925 drink abit...bday is alwayz like tis...lol

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went guild outing wif my ex guildmate (GH) in acro...1st time saw ah long,ishigami n crumbz...this outing is kinda not bad as tis is the 1st time we see crumbz in rl as he's not from tis country...he came here for vacation...watched <> with them...quite a nice show...

behind row(left to right) :Crumbz,ishigami,ah long

front row(left to right) :Rundaria,lonepriest,me

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nothing to do tried out Granado espada...quite fun initially but got sick of it n quited...

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duty at base....nice day as i got activated twice...learn sumthing...enjoyable day ^^

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fallen sick after my duty...maybe not used to slp at camp at funny hrs especially after duty...

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stoning all the way...drank abit but feeling better after the beer....

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nothing much to say...login to GE n tok to my faction mates...gonna miss sum of them...

SOS???

2007-05-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

dunno y this recently i get pissed off or throw my temper freaking easily...haiz...dunno y aso...maybe i shd find sumtimes to go sumwhere to walk walk n relax incase sumthing mean gonna happened if this continues...stress???bored???well watsoever...realli damn tired...feels nothing is goin the right way...damn sick n tired...

birthday's round the corner...but dun feel anything special...not realli lookin forward to sumthings anymore...maybe go sum corner n drink???well hope can find sum "kaki"to join me ba...dunno go where aso...sianzation...

-=all i do each night is pray,hoping there will be a part of u again sumday...all i do each night think,abt the times i close the door to keep my love within...=-

dillema

2007-04-22T02:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmmmmmm....tis recently encounter tis dillema...the thing is abt promises...

really sia...i dunno how to view "promises"...cuz tat time i got a fren who promises to meet me after i come back for exercise for dinner but after tat the person nv call n i go the person's blog go mention abt the date...then the person say got commitment...hmmmm

then 2 days ago,my encik called me n ask to when i free to take the speaker set...cuz he say tat time durin my ppt he say wanna gib me de...then after tat both of us alwayz not free to meet up...then 2 days ago when he pass me the speaker the time,before tat he was wif another instructor n told tat instructor tat he gonna gib me the speaker set...then the instructor said shd gib him mah...then my encik say he promise to gib n deliver it to me...then he got say once a promise has been made,thou shd abide n follow it...

conclusion...now im damn confused wif whether to be wat im used to be to believe in promises or juz dun gib a damn abt promises...hmmm....realli is a dillema...

-=promises r meant to be broken or promises r sumthing like an oath tat thou shd honour???=-

ROC trip...

2007-04-20T14:43:00.000+08:00

well well...back on monday midnite from ROC...realli a nice experience for me as it was my first time travelling oversea... it was aso the 1st time tat i go outfield for almost 10 dayz...realli was fun n enjoyable...

the weather was freakin cold when the outfield started n i hab to drive alot at there...realli is a test of skill...the ops part was realli true as those r the things will happened in real ops...not like those other vocation r juz paper play onli...no matter how true they act n how much they hab endure,their training was not as real as ours...so pls dun freakin hell say technicians' life r slack there...is juz tat u all nv happen to c how we work!!!

1st 3days down there was freakin cold wif ard 10-13 degree... i happened to get stuck at 600m above ground wif deep fog when i went for recovery...stayed there for a nite as fog realli is damn bad...freezin down there even wif gotex jacket n winter wear wif windows closed in my vehicle...nice experience...4th-7th day, keep drivin n camoflagin my vehicle...gettin pissed wif the idea of puttin up camo for my vehicle...1 day slp ard 3.5 - 4 hrs...finally the last 3 days...life was gettin better as work came in a slower pace...finally excerise cut!!!!

went to kenting for nitez off...got to noe a gal workin at the open bar there...both of us dun look nice in pics...lol

wanqing n me

taken many scenery pics...see many things aso...

well well...the best part is last time my poly course manager is my battalion 2IC for tis ops...wahahaa tis world is so small...well gotta go now...need to take sum thing back camp...u guys takie care...buaizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

WEEEEEEeeeee!!!

2007-03-24T02:25:00.001+08:00

Yesh!!!finally get the phone i wan le...Z610I... so songz...now feeling kinda excited n anxious n mani funni feelingz b4 i go taiwan...dunno ar...but veri happy get the phone tat i wan...

kinda sick n tired of working in workshop... now juz wish tat after i come back from back from taiwan the new batch of trainees coming to my workshop...hope they faster come lorz so tat i can dun work cuz i can supervise them instead of working...

heard another rumour tat when my workshop after close for renovation,heard mani rumour...dunno go to which camp during renovation...hmmm... dunno go NSDC,seletar or khatib...i realli hope to go back to NSDC cuz i got mani frenz down there n im freakin familiar wif the enviroment there...go khatib aso not bad cuz veri near to my place n the cookhouse food aso not bad n the canteen realli like outside lorz...dun wan go seletar cuz tat place is hell man!!!

dunno my feelings now...kinda confused...dun wanna tik so much aso...arghhhhhhhhh.....kinda sick n tired of doin anything except slacking...hope i can come back in a piece n dun drive off the cliff...hope the cash i bring shd be able for me to survive n buy present...

u guys takie care...hope to c u all soon when i come back from ROC!!!

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2007-03-11T02:43:00.001+08:00

finally after my PPT...feel so discipline after these 2 weeks of training...lose ard 5kg after a 3 day 2 nite outfield...Go in Taiwan on 290307 for trainin...goin for a 9day 8 nite outfield...if i lose 5 kg for 3day2 nite...will it be (9day8nite/3day2nite)*5???hope i can lose tat amount of weight...lol...

Feel like a changed man...yesterday i go FL n 1 of my fren told me tat got ppl tell him tat i becomin more n more cocky n dun like to tok to ppl le...well well...i dun gib a damn...maybe the jackass who told my fren tat maybe i dun like him so i treat him as transparent le...maybe juz tat im gettin back to my former self?lol!!!

Well nothin better to do...recently watch a jap show call Gokusen...not a bad 1...kinda inspire me to realli follow the path tat i've choosen tis recently...the path is to be a relief teacher after i ORD...then take part time course durin the nite...well since i hab nothing,y not i go try to do sumthing for myself which is for my own gd...hope everything can go well...realli wanna do sumthin for myself n for my future...lucky i've met the person who is the 1 who make me do n c the turning point for my life...thankz be to GOD!!!

Gonna finish my RO de server b4 i go Taiwan...so tat i can c my old guildmates n enjoy the times together again...well tis coming sat got guild outing but freaking hell tat i hab duty on tat day...Geez...hope tat Enz or xiao can help me cover tat day de duty...

Realli pissed off wif my blog now...tis is the 2nd time im typin the same old shit again...got error...damn lazy to format com aso...lastly u guys take care n pray for my safety when i go taiwan for training...hope i dun slp n drive off the cliff...hope to c u all soon if all goes well on 170407...じゃ　みんな...

＜＜If u have the time to make excuses n blame others...Why don't u look forward n think for your future?＞

Thankz be to GOD!!!

2007-02-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

OMFG!!! finally im able to blog after for so long...now then i noe y i cannot create any post...cuz i nv update my java live... realli a noob action...

well let's backtrack to new yr eve...

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watch andy lau's protege wif 724 de ppl... after so long nv go watch movie wif them le...

today's strength is 20... OMG realli large no. Quite a nice show although the method they use to smuggle the drugs is quite dumb...the female drug addict looks kinda pretty even though she look like ghost...hmmm maybe i realli hab fertish for long hair gals...lolx... but kinda sad when saw andy lau kana betrayed by his protege...horrible act...then his commit suicide act aso veri power...got little meaning behind the show but well at laest worth the $$$...lol

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spend the whole day at home WOWing...nothing better to do....WOW,eat,slp n repeat routine...

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another meaningless day...repeat the same routine....

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went to Toa payoh's sakura wif 724 ppl for reunion dinner...total strength==20+++

realli enjoyed myself wif them while eating...later display pics....(they will be labelled as 1.x)
after tat went to Paradiz Kbox to slack...realli realli enjoyed myself the whole event...realli regreted y after tis few yrs tis is the 1st reunion dinner tat i attend...shame on me to say tis out...so from next yr onwards im gonna attend all the reunion dinner if time n situation allows me to do so...*kbox pic labelled as 2.x) alot of things happened...well realli in tis world every1 has their own prob but together we be n together we stand...let all problems be juz a passin breeze to us n we will unite n face everything together like we alwayz have been....

(1.1)me stoning eatin pudding....too full le...... (1.2) family pic

(1.3)wen,corn,me (1.4)me n bangxi

(2.1)family pic(pose) (2.2)family pic(candid)

(2.3)monyet n me (2.4)2 navalites

(2.5) 2 bear n 1 flower (2.6) 2 bear n 1 biscuit

Well...dunno if im lucky to bring my future gf or watsoever to tis reunion dinner... dunno whether at tat point of time she can be considered lucky or unlucky to go otu wif tis grp of crazy,nice n lotz lotz of things to describe them de ppl...

Later goin to another camp to stay for 2 weeks...guys n ladies dun miss me...

＜＜Together, WE CAN!!!!＞＞

Gd week on the way...

2007-02-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

Yosh!!! finally got the chance to drive again!!! today drove my maintanence vehicle... tis coming week gonna drive to clock milage!!! hope i can hit 1k by tis friday... whole week driving==whole week midnite WOW!!! gonna catch up my lvl to jovian's char... Well i realise tat im a safe driver when it comes to driving my maintanence vehicle...maybe cuz i noe when either i hit ppl or ppl hit me, i wont be hurt...so gonna be xtra careful so tat other ppl will not kana jialat jialat from me...(^^)

OMFG!!! Princess ashley is so cute ^^...now gonna wait until i come back from taiwan n by then i tik she will start to make noise le...hehehe gonna hab gd time disturbing a baby...(im so evil)
Hmmm... other ppl de baby so cute, i wonder whether my kid will be aso so cute???lol...gonna wait until i decide to find GF ba...but nw im so used n contented to be a loner... no commitment no nothing...even OT aso nothing to be worried or pissed wif...

Gonna chiong WOW le...c u guys n ladies...GOD Bless U...takie care...

＜＜空が見えるわ？＞＞

Finally got a chance to drive civillian car in army

2007-01-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!! Finally get to drive a GP car in army le...the best part is the Gp car belongs to my CO...OMFG!!!so stress sia when drivin tat car...although it is auto...but i do enjoy drivin it cuz finally can travel ard 80km/h...lol...the onli reason y i can drive tat is cuz of i need to clock mileage to drive at taiwan...Nearly accident while goin into the round about...lol...hehehe...so in the future i can drive GP car...YEAH!!!

＜＜Y do bad things alwayz happened to me???cuz God noes tat if all these bad things happen to me,i will be able to face & take it...Tat's y all the shit happens to me ^^＞＞

神様．．．も少しだけ...

2007-01-21T04:42:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!This freaking week seems n r so bz for me...went outfield on monday n onli slept for 4 hrs on tuesday n continued to work until 1930...realli is a torture...other ppl go outfield after tat they get to go hm n rest...well i hab to stay n work OT until so late...realli is shit...i realise actually i kinda enjoy the life at field...no nid to tik so much...maybe i prefer a simple life wif nothing to care of...

Went to field again on thursday...tis time not as a Tech but as a tech driver...tis time round,it is more enjoyable but more shag...cuz cannot slp much n hab to drive at ard 40km/h as the tow gun drove so slow...but realli is a pleasant experience for me...i feel more zai at driving after tis outfield...return to camp at ard 0710...rest till 1210...work till 2030...realli no wellfare...2pid army...OT on sat again...0830 to 1430...went back home n slp until today 0435...

Today gonna go learn left hand drive...well if i cannot tahan the driving on thursday...i wonder how am i gonna tahan driving 8hrs at taiwan???die la...well...hope today gonna be a enjoyable day ba...hope everything goes well...

＜＜爱人真的是幸福的吗?＞＞

Another stressed day...

2007-01-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

well well...i wonder y ppl like to only do things last min...well...today released from camp ard 1930++... so sick of it...although learn quite sum stuff...but...haiz...realli is a shag day...feel so slpy tis recently but unable to get to slp early n well...let's hope tat im able to get decent rest b4 i go for exercise on next mon n tues...so tired of doin mechanic work...hope i can get a day to relax n destress myself...

＜＜请为我唱一首不变的情诗！用你的声音再次吟朗...你的言语拯救了我。让我的心中满溢了温柔的情愫...＞＞

Sleepless nitez

2007-01-08T02:25:00.000+08:00

Haiz....dunno y tis recently i hab tis problem of getting to slp...dunno y...haiz...juz now my phone rang...tot was 姫様 call...haiz...realli tik too much le...although realli is wanna gib up...but dunno y it is so hard to forget...then is another 2pid idiot call me n kpkb abt sum stuff...feel so disappointed when i noe the phone call is not from 姫様...haiz...dunno wat is on my mind either...
well... maybe when i get my pay,i shd go settle my debts instead of goin facial...damn pissed off by tat frenz who called n kpkb de...zzz...after clearin it shd condemn him le...so sick n tired of him...maybe another reason i wanna condemn him is aso he is not much of a use to me now...well i've realli changed...gettin to more n more ruthless...well watsoever...but realli hab to thankz 姫様 who changed my thinking...well she came into my life n changed alot of things...but realli glad tat i noe her...realli changed me lotz lotz...i realli like tis line sia..."人与人之间的相遇只有必然...没有偶然.." i feel tat it is veri true...

Arghhhh...getting more n more like a 2pid idiot...well even i write abt things 姫様 she aso wont noe de cuz even she noe my blog add she aso wont go n c de...lol...monday go back camp confirm die de...nid to do 7 ton clutch slip...arghhhh siao liao la...do wif boss n jac...hope i can perform normally so tat wont get scolding from boss...

Toking abt tis Jac...OMFG tis world is realli small sia...he last time same primary skool as me sia...after tat i noe le i was so shock...no memories of him b4...lol...well who hab memories of guys...lol...

happy bday to NONO...lol...tis fellow kinda pitiful...well die inside a hole...cannot blame him cuz his 1st gf so confirm wif stuck even after break off...haiz...let's hope tat God will look after him n treat him better ba...lol

WEeeee....jasmine gonna gib birth in few days time...hope jason can tahan when he go inside the ops rm...although he's used to c bloody scene but tis 1 confirm he down there in a state of shock de...hope jasmine will hab a smooth deliver...God bless them n their piglet ^^...

＜＜世上的确有无法弥补的罪...但是绝对没有不能去爱人的人...但如果爱人是一种无法弥补的罪，那么我还能去爱人吗？＞＞

Hmmmm....becoming a bangala???

2007-01-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

Holy shit... drank wif moi frenz on 030107 to celebrate zhiwei's bday...all together drank 39 bottles of carlsberg n 1 bottle of heniken(watever the name)...was realli an enjoyable nite...gonna post the photo of the bottles asap...well seriously tis world is realli crazy...lol....dunno y tis recently moi frenz ard me most of them habin BGR probs...hmmm realise tat there r ppl who r more native than me in relationship...dunno is gd or bad... but i hope tat they will soon find their happiness...tat's sumthing tat i dun yearn for anymore...

Today at thursday at camp learnt alot of stuff...includin grining,cutting n drilling wif machines tat i nv c b4...quite a enjoyable n knowledgable(dunno got tis word of not...[^_^]") day...YEAH!!! tomolo (which is today) im gonna learn how to do welding...now i realli wan to against the idea of NS is a waste of time...now im a tech n thru wat i hab learn,i feel tat NS is realli a place for u to learn n c ppl from all walks of life...i feel tat i hab experience of dealing n handling ppl n therefore in the future, even i hab the chance of working in a office,i dun feel tat backstabbing n wearing mask is a threat or difficult thing anymore...all thanks to NS, im seriously operational readiness for the working society...Thank U lord for givin me tis chance to learn...take care guys n hope whomever readin my blog who r habin BGR relationship probs will hab their probs settled ASAP...God Bless n i love u all...

＜＜不去爱人的生活果然比爱人的生活还好过千万倍...单身万岁！！！＞＞

Horrible new yr......

2007-01-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

Realli enjoyed myself at the bbq yesterday wif moi old frenz....drink until veri happi....vomit till aso veri happy...realli think too much le but tat is in the past yr le...new yr new life...well hope tis yr will be like last yr which pass veri fast...so tat i will be 1 day nearer to my ORD date...lol.... tat day went to bugis n get 2 clothes...gonna post the photo up sum other day... here r the pic which i wanna post...photo of present...lol...nothing better to do...

???

2006-12-27T01:09:00.000+08:00

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Horrible days... well spent Xmas eve at 925 drinking like hell...quite long time nv drink until like tat but dun feel gd...no mood to celebrate Xmas...dunno y... The next day rush down to gt another box as the box tat i 1st bought was not big enuff to stuff all the stuff tat i wanted to gib 姫様... well...in the end,able to meet her n gib her the present...chat for ard 5 mins then i go meet moi camp de regular...another horrible day lorz...wasted time walkin ard town area...do nothing...dun feel gd either...dunno y...but the choir singin outside somerset realli reminds me of the time tat i was wif the church choir ppl...tat was the onli time tat i enjoyed Xmas...the choir realli brighten my day...haiz... how i wish time can roll back...but tat is not possible... dun tik i will be ever able to celebrate Xmas wif a gd mood... I was freakin afraid of being screwed by moi sis as i didn't ask her permission to take her white grape chocolate n melty kiss chocolate tat she bought from Japan...but aso realli dun care less...as long as can make ppl abit more happi can le...

261206

Went back to camp...saw the puppy wif wound wif the mother...dunno wat happened to the another puppy...hope it is fine...but dun tik so...Today realli is a F**k up day...broke a hydrolic pipe line while chatting on phone wif Tingting... Initially can go back at 1600 but ended up fixing the shit pipe line till 1745... ZZZ... went back to 925 to eat n slack...realli no mood... Then i asked moi frenz 1 2pid Qn..."when did u all realise tat my temper got worst?" Guess wat...they replied sayin during mid september... wahahaha... guess i noe the GOD damn reason y...haiz... realli is a day tat i enjoyed but aso another day tat i hate the most...1st n last time... well well...watsoever...
Contacted wif sum of the gals tat i go after b4... well maybe goin out more wif other gals can change my mood n let me try to forget 姫様... well if u say a few yrs back maybe i will pursue ba...but well im not the same as last time le... tend to look things wif a shorter POV... tomolo then put the pictures of the present i gib to 姫様 n wat she gib back...realli shag...juz reached hm...brain dead...finally get to rest after the making of the stars...my fingers r so happi(so r moi frenz...no 1 draggin them to starbucks anymore)...lol...みんな　おやすみなさい...

＜＜孤单的夜里我还是很孤单...＞＞

Cutie doggies!!!

2006-12-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!morning time went to camp n saw 2 puppies worz...kinda cute...1 was bitten dunno by wat lorz...got 1 hole near his ass...hmmm...let's hope tat it can survive wif tat wound...Hope the doggies will stay at my workshop there until i ORD!!!lol...well...i alwayz wanted to rear dogs but situation dun allow me to do so...so let's pray hard the dog will stay!!!

Got damn pissed off when i get to noe my junior's N lvl result...OMFG!!! she flunked it...well now aso dunno wat to tok to her...c wat is her choice ba...let's hope tat she can tik of a brighter way...hope tat she can work her way to Laselle or NAPHA... well tat's all for today...じゃ

＜＜哀戦士＞＞

Broken thumb!!!

2006-12-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

LOL!!!!well well...poor bear...dunno WTH he is doin...most likely im gonna hab blue black thumbs when i wake up...tryin veri hard to finish my stuff...realli hope n may GOD bless tat i can finish my stuff b4 231206...welll...anyway...i dun gib a damn on wat others view...i feel tat im right,i will do it to the end...tat's me...

＜＜俺わ俺だ...＞＞

Wat The HELL!!!!

2006-12-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

Again n again...tis is the 2nd time tat moi sis go to japan for her work stuff...haiz...tis time round,again she said tat she cannot get the clothes tat i wanted...haiz...is it so GOD DAMN hard for me to get some decent clothings from japan??? the feeling is so damn f**ked up...well tis realli teached me another lesson...dun think too much n expect too much...things will nv go the way tat u want it to go... not realli in the mood to write n game...guess tonite no WOW le...u guys take care ba...お休みなさい

＜＜The world is round...so watever things tat u do,will eventually turn 1 round n get back to u...＞＞

......

2006-12-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

WOW...i hab been spendin dozen of times on WOW(world of warcraft)...even fall sick cuz of hardcore gaming...maybe another reason is cuz of the enviroment at chambers is realli quite bad...air con too cold & place too dusty le...i hab to smoke more than usual to keep myself awake so tat i can grind my lvl n to catch up wif moi frenz' lvl...at tis rate im goin, im gonna hit 40 by the end of the month...wahahahah...(by the time all mostly lvl 50-60++ le)haiz...

U guys take care n dun fall sick like me especially those who r workin hard for their common test...slp well if not will get sick de...best of luck to those who r studyin for their common test...gd luck aso...じゃな

＜＜I wish tat there r an "innocent" in our world n let 150906 keep repeating itself...it was 1 of the best day tat i had in life......＞＞

Nightmare!!!

2006-12-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! tuesday nite had a nightmare dude...well it feels freakin real man... prayin hard tat the event will not happened in real life lorz...kaoz... wat ppl said is true sia...when u think abt a person too much, u will tend to dream of the person too...hmmm i wonder does nightmare being considered in or not...*shiver... kewl...tat realli made me had a slp which doesn't make me feel refreshed...hope tonite wont happened again ba...

Haiz...姫様 contacted back wif her ex...well,the feelin is damn funny for me...but actually im glad tat she had stop retrogatin from the fact n face her ex as frenz...but...haiz... well she felt veri happi after chattin for 2.35hrs...maybe they tend to do tat frequently de ba...but seriously i feel so jealous worz...long time since i hab a chat wif her le...realli miss those dayz...

On my way of chionging WOW!!!gonna lvl up faster...PALA RULZ!!!! nitez guys...take care...

＜＜没别的只想说对不起,对不起我真的爱你。不管你会怎么想，你怎么说也不会改变我的决定。＞＞

Too much of WOW!!!

2006-12-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!! chiong too much WOW le...then plus these few day nv slp much...jialat la pimple all come out le...gotta slp more n eat more veggie le...if tis continue,realli realli nobodi wan me le la...so sianz...nitez every1 who's readin moi blog n take care of ur face too!!!nitez!!!

＜＜我以为终究你会慢慢明白，他的心已不在你身上，
我的关心，你依然无动于衷，我的以为只是我以为＞＞

WOW!!!!

2006-12-02T01:23:00.000+08:00

Yay...bought my own WOW(world of warcraft)....finally found a game to play le ever since the fall of OBT of acro...realli realli miss the dayz back in acro...now realli focusin lvlin in WOW...hope im able to get to at least lvl 40 b4 the end of tis month...wanna fast fast catch up wif jeremy they all...

Time realli flew fast...2.5 months since i last saw 姫様...well her common test is aso on the way le...hope she can work hard,study hard n most importantly,she muz aso rest hard n slp well so tat she will not get sick so easily again...she hor...haiz...dun like to listen to ppl de advice de lorz...call her take care she dun wan listen...alwayz slp so late...haiz...but realli hope all the best for her... miss her lotz n lotz...hope can c her asap ba...lolx...

＜＜我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,全心陪在你左右，弥补他一切的错,也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生。＞＞

sick!

2006-11-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

Well...juz tried WOW as a human paladin...hmmm feel tat is it not a bad game anyway...lolx...
maybe gonna continue playin as a pala b4 blood elf is available to use...lolx maybe playin a female blood elf pala...well received call from my recovery I/C sayin maybe kana activated...sounds so sianz...haiz...bobian...

Read 姫様's blog...well she alwayz like tis de sia...dun wan to take care of herself n fall sick easily...dunno wat to say to make her change her mind abt takin care abt herself...although she sick she still go out wif ppl to keep her promise...haiz...but i realli hope she will keep her promise to me...juz now msged her...hope she will get well n stop thinkin too much...realli realli hurts me seein her in pain...

Haiz...now i aso sick le...maybe not used to air-con place???got the flu virus at chambers...haiz...goin to KO le...but i realli hope all 姫様's sickness can be transferred to me so tat she can get well soon...aso hope tat her effort in her studies can get her desired GPA...well maybe tik too much le...btw yesterday was a great day as i improved the progress of the things tat i wanna do...hope i can finish it by 121206...*yawnz...bye guys...nitez...hope 姫様 get well soon...lolx

＜＜让我成为你的骑士...我想用我的一生来保护你...＞＞

over worked & under paid...

2006-11-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

Wah! today realli tiring sia...my SSG treat me like bangala sia...everything aso call me to do...kaoz...but although my day was very "xiong" but it realli occupied my time n moi brain...onli got time to tik of my 姫様　whenever i went for my smoking break or lunch...realli realli dunno how is she gettin on le... i feel tat there is no point for me to try to call her n chat wif her...dun tik tat she would even consider wasting time tokin to me like wat we did in the past...maybe i was juz there to fill her loneliness n emptiness ba...but watsoever...cuz i realli enjoyed those dayz...

＜＜喝水想着你，搭车想着你，合眼闭眼间出现的全是你。不想难为你,又不想放弃你,决定告诉你,对不起对不起我爱你！＞＞

Worried

2006-11-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

OMFG!!!!i realli hope n praying heard for my leave to be approved...if not my 12 days leave will be burnt worz...if all burnt,then i wont be able to catch up on my status le...hehehe....doin sum funny stuff tat required time...if leave burn then i hab to burn midnite oil to keep up with the status le...

＜＜空が見えるわ？＞＞

tired but veri happy...

2006-11-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

Today went back to base for duty although no call n worked until 8++ but veri happy worz...cuz i feel tat im at hm when im there...the ppl down there n the civillian contractor workin down there make my life at there feel so great...maybe onli through workin, i can stop thinkin abt 姫様 cuz i focus in my work...well let's hope tat my boss will approve my off n leave so tat i can rest,slack n enjoy my days...

＜＜爱人是痛苦，被爱是幸福...＞＞

Searching for happiness???

2006-11-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

Well...had another drink session at amber again...lolx...hmmm tis week go twice le...so shiok...realli in tis world every1 r trouble by the same thing...tat is love...haiz...wat to do lehz?realli realli quite shocked tat when a fren of mine told me tat another fren's stuff,i was shocked tat he wanted to do "tat" stuff lorz...kaoz...realli ppl hab to relieve stress in case they do sumthing which is veri veri rush...wat i alwayz say "只有愚蠢的人类才会成为爱情的傀儡..." which i find it veri true cuz onli human beings r trouble by love...animals dun realli seem to hab the problem cuz they dun stick to 1 mate...so actually human can aso do tat...so as to be freed from LOVE...

＜＜虽然我们是不幸的人...但是我们应该庆幸我们不是这世上最不幸的人...＞＞

another drunk day

2006-11-18T03:55:00.000+08:00

Well well...another day at amber...drink quite alot...flirt quite alot even i dun wish to...well kinda relax at there...no nid to tik so much...even im msgin to a wall but im still happy n glad tat i msg 姫様 even she dun gib a damn abt me...well...i realise tat im gettin more n more to the older me...i hope tat i can get back to my old self so tat i wont be hurt in relationship anymore...cuz the old me is the fucker who flirt ard n dun care much...the present me too scared to love any1 anymore...cuz whomever i love wont love me...tis is tested n proved le...i hope to get back my old self by 01012007...

realli realli enjoyed myself today...tok abt life,gal n army stuff...alot of ppl taught me alot of things...feel so tired...dun wanna love any1 anymore...not bad to be alone forever...这世界没有不能爱人的人，只有不去爱人的人...但是...我希望自己能成为不去爱人的人，因为我爱的人从来不会爱我...

＜＜做不成你的情人，我仍然感激...因为我认识了你...＞＞

total relax day

2006-11-16T17:11:00.000+08:00

Wah realli tis outfield exercise can kill me sia...last time go outfield is durin BMT,now go 2 day outfield realli shag me out...too mani defence le...squat until leg break but rdy to move to amber if ppl jio me go...lolx...

Met alot of frenz down at tat training n make mani new frenz worz...maybe tonite playin dota wif them...me so kelian sia kana ard 50+ mosquito bites durin these 2 dayz...realli itchy sia...but the best part was during the time our CHARLIE coy all of us sat together n cook magiee mee...realli tasted gd food lorz cuz inside got a ingredient called "friendship"...realli realli glad tat i went to tis training...reallli hab to thankz my side ppl to send me for tis training...startin was thinkin y they send me to this shit...but now im glad tat im there...sounds contradicting hor???but tat's me...

yesterday nite b4 slping was thinkin abt 姫様...cuz tat was directly 2 months after i saw movie wif her...dunno how is she le...she looks veri stressed between skool n her ex bf...well i cannot do much to help cuz i love her so my advise cannot be taken into consideration de...but i realli realli hope tat she can step out of it...

Last but not least is tomolo i get a OFF DAY!!!!!roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....wahahahaha

＜＜你的存在使得我的人生改变得更美好，因为你...我学会了怎么宠我自己...谢谢。＞＞

*yawnzz

2006-11-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

Today spend my day slackin at FL...well meet 1 of my fren...wat is happening to tis world sia...it seems like everyone is havin love problem...hope he can tik well n act rationally...dun be like me...lolx...so bored cuz from tomolo hab to go stay-in n go out field...realli wish can stay at hm so can face wo de computer...today aso is another relax day even nv drink but played sum games n enjoyed it veri much...rofl...

＜＜風に吹かれながら歩いた　行き交う人混みの中で，やさしい君にここで出逢えた　．．．“はなれたくないよ”＞＞

Peace time...

2006-11-12T17:36:00.000+08:00

Well well...yesterday nite was 1 of the peaceful n most boring nite for me...nv go amber to drink haiz...too bad all go chalet...so sianz sia go chalet even is ppl de surprise chalet aso sianz...

Had some gd time at chambers playing rakion n sum other game...hope xiao pang n his team
later at 7pm can win tis time n get into the competition for DOTA...

LOL!!!!omg 姫様 saw my friendster profile...maybe she saw me viewing at her profile...let's hope tat she nv come n c moi tis blog...if not realli realli jialat le...she will realli realli treat me as an alien after she c my blog de...kaoz...tot she wont gib a damn...

well watsoever...later meeting sheng to hab dinner...haiz... so sianz...tomolo hab to go back to 3D n hang at there until thursday nite or friday morning then can come back home...hope i hab a great time n able to survive there n come back in a piece...hope to go amber to drink to relax after tat...

＜＜初めて誰かの為に　今僕わ生きている，守りたいものがあるんだ　も二度と二度と失いはしない...＞＞

shiok shiok time (^_^)

2006-11-11T17:32:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!! realli had a great time at amber yesterday nite sia...drink until veri happi even though my eyes cannot take the irritation of the smoke due to wakin up at 0400...lol...i cannot believe i flirt ard wif the waitress sia...LOLX...got a nice lecture from jinsheng,fat cat,zhixiong n monyet...realli tik too much le...shed tears when tik of 姫様...haiz...wat can i do???realli nid to take sum time b4 i can drop it...the burden of loving sum1 is too much for me to bear le...maybe is time for me to focus on my army stuff n go amber drink every weekend to relax n forget things which suppose to be forgotten...hope tonite aso got go amber to drink...hehehe to thrash out my thoughts...

＜＜这世上只有要还是不要，并没有会还是不会。＞＞

yipeeeeeeeeee!!!!

2006-11-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

Waited quite long for tis book out day!!!tonite gonna enjoy myself at boatquay wif moi buddies cuz today's trainin at field too tiring le...managed to get few photos while training...hehehe maybe gonna post it in friendster...

these 2 days smsed 姫様 but she nv replied worz...haiz... realli dunno wat to say abt it...tis reminds me of sumthings she said b4...haiz... gtg!!! hope tonite can realli enjoy n relax moiself!!! じゃね

＜＜被遗忘的感觉不会比被忽略的时候还来得痛。＞＞

Siansation!!!

2006-11-08T06:35:00.000+08:00

Goin to be on my way to stay-in...haiz... gonna miss my com n guys out there as i cannot c u all on net le...onli can wait for book out day to view my 姫様's blog n to c how is she le...hope she will get over her ex bf...aso hope tat she will be happy at her new workplace...

＜＜喜欢可以喜欢很多个，爱只可以爱一个＞＞

sick but still worried...

2006-11-07T18:50:00.001+08:00

Yesterday at range time asked xianbin to help me find out who fighting at MOS during sat...kinda foolish act rite?lolx...well well...kana lectured by him aso...hope the dun tell hua hua if not my ear drum gonna burst...lol

haiz...c le 姫様 de blog...wonder wat she mean by no nid u to be so upset over it...dunno is 没必要 or 不需要你来这么伤心...kinda low after seeing tat...maybe realli is i tik too much le...wat to do, tis is me...lolx...i realli wish to tell her tat 君が俺の大切人が...君を為に... haiz...dun wan our relationship to worsen...better dun tell her tis...i tik now she branded me as crazy le...lol...wat is wrong for a man to wanna revenge for the 1 he loved???haiz...to hell wif it

today reported sick outside...realli dun hack care so much le...most to the most the IC charge me lorz...dun wish to tik so much...juz wanna get in touch wif 姫様...haiz...

＜＜君が俺の大切人が＞＞

tired to the core!

2006-11-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Felt damn pissed off wif the horrible combat shoot...waste of time although enjoyed shooting...
dunno tomolo wanna go to the 2 weeks stay-in camp mah...in dillema now...haiz...

feel so worried abt 姫様...c from her blog sayin here pain there pain de...realli realli feel so heart pain...even i noe watever i do she wont get even a tiny bit of interest in me...but still i wanna do lots of stuff for her...dunno y i tik like tis...guess there's no reason to it ba...wat a pathetic remark...

*yawn

gonna rest le...guess tomolo will be realli a Heaven Or Hell situation...
God bless me...

＜＜この手を離さないで＞＞

ZOMG!!!!

2006-11-05T19:38:00.000+08:00

Well well... received the news tat hime sama had cut her hair to shorter and she quit her job as a sales personal...omg she was hurt by others who was fighting at MOS yesterday while she go clubbing wif her frenz to celebrate her frenz' bday...how i wish i was there to protect her...

Yesterday went to amber again to drink...lolx...drink until quite happi n sang <勇气> by [光良]...realli realli dunno wat i was doin man...how i wish tat she was there wif me...haiz...as mani hab told me to gib up when they noe abt my plight...but...but i juz couldn't bring myself to do so and i dunno y i couldn't gib up...maybe cuz she's pretty...but on the other hand,i hab the feeling of liking her b4 i meet up wif her...maybe is her character tat i liked ba...hope she will realli noe tat i realli love her n may GOD gib me a chance to let me protect her...

As wat people hab alwayz said...when u grow older,u will tend to tik more...tis is realli realli true enuff.Haiz...gonna go to another camp to stay-in for training...nid to go field...haiz...gonna be away for 2 weeks...realli realli wish tat she will alwayz be fine n things will alwayz go well for her...Y i care abt her so much if u ask me,i will juz reply dunno to u...Loving sum1 juz dun nid a reason...How i wish tat im freakin rich so tat i can provide things tat she nid...cosmestic,clothings money n etc...juz wan her to be happi n enjoy her life...

＜＜遥か彼方　あなたを思い　未来の幸せを夢見てるだからいつも　忘れたくない，二人の愛と二人の夢　Love Forever＞＞

new in the game!!

2006-10-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

Well well...tis is my 2nd blog...dunno wat to write for now...juz wanna change to a side where "her" blog aso at...out of my mind...dunno wat to do for my off day...hmmm maybe stay at hm play FF7-dirges of cerberus...lol

《变强的理由只有一个...那就是保护身边的人！》